Derek looked at her.
“Mom, Lauren isn’t making this decision.”
Patricia stopped.
“I’m making it.”
For the first time since I’d met her, she seemed genuinely speechless.
That night, Derek asked whether we could begin marriage counseling.
I didn’t answer immediately.
He sat across from me at the dining table.
The same table where he’d announced that his salary belonged to his mother.
The same table where I’d placed the empty plate.
“I know I’ve treated you badly,” he said.
I looked at him.
“Do you?”
He nodded.
“I thought that because you made more money, you didn’t need me financially.”
I waited.
“And I hated feeling that way.”
His admission surprised me.
Derek looked down.
“Every time you got another promotion or bonus, I felt like I was falling behind.”
I took a breath.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
He gave a humorless laugh.
“Because it sounded pathetic.”
I shook my head.