The old Luca.
The man who had brought soup to my apartment when I had the flu.
The man who cried when Fiona was born.
The man who had stood beside her hospital bassinet and whispered, “I will never let anything hurt you.”
Memory can be cruel because it does not disappear just because a person fails you.
“I made mistakes,” he said.
“You planned a custody case behind my back.”
Silence.
“Who told you?”
I laughed once.
That was his first question.
Not Is it true?
Who told you?
“You did.”
“What?”
“Every choice you made told me.”
He exhaled.
“Mom was putting pressure on me.”
“Your mother has been putting pressure on you since birth.”
“You don’t understand.”
“Then explain.”
He was quiet for several seconds.
“My father is transferring control of the family properties next year.”
I actually looked at the phone.
“What does that have to do with Fiona?”
“Mom controls part of the trust.”
There it was.
Money.
I felt foolish for being surprised.
“She said if I let you cut her out, she’d make sure my sister got the voting shares.”
I closed my eyes.
“So you decided your inheritance mattered more than your daughter.”