Could you come in before pickup today?
Just the two of us.
There’s something I think you should know.
Nothing is wrong with Toby — he’s wonderful.
But please come if you can.*
I listened to it twice standing in the kitchen in my robe, coffee going cold in my hand.
Nothing is wrong with Toby.
But please come if you can.
I texted Ryan: *I need you to handle drop-off this morning.
I’ll explain later.*
He replied in four minutes: *Already on my way.
Is Toby okay?*
*He’s fine.
Just come.*
I dropped Toby at the door with Ryan, who crouched down and hugged him for a long moment.
Toby hugged back without hesitation, the way children do — fully, without reservation, without any of the weight the adults around him were carrying.
Ryan stood up and looked at me over Toby’s head as he ran toward the entrance.
“Can we talk tonight?” Ryan asked.
“Maybe.
I’ll let you know.”
I drove to work.
Got through the morning.
At 2:30 I told my manager I had a school appointment and left early.
Mrs.
Patton was waiting in her classroom.
She was a small woman in her fifties with reading glasses on a beaded chain and the particular calm of someone who had spent decades around small children and learned not to be rattled.