Then smiled.
“Do you still have that white plate?”
I laughed.
“Which one?”
“The one you put in front of me.”
I looked at him.
“Oh, that plate.”
He grinned sheepishly.
“I’ll never forget that night.”
“Neither will I.”
He became serious.
“I was so angry.”
“I know.”
“And I thought you were being cruel.”
I considered that.
“What do you think now?”
He looked down.
“I think I was angry because you stopped doing something I had convinced myself I deserved.”
I nodded.
He continued.
“I didn’t know how much I depended on you until you stopped paying for things.”
I looked at him.
“I wasn’t trying to make you dependent on me.”
“I know.”
“I wanted to build a life with you.”
He reached for my hand.
“And I almost destroyed it because I couldn’t accept that we were supposed to be partners.”
We sat quietly.
Then I said something I’d been thinking for months.