She had remembered something I had mentioned without thinking.
The letter continued.
Grandma left Nora and me money for school and a fresh start. Nora still has her share. I can’t use mine to build the future I wanted.
At first, I thought I should leave it to my family. Then I remembered the way you talked about your parents and how hard you worked to become a doctor.
I thought maybe I could give someone a little of the future that I won’t get to have.
My eyes burned.
The wedding was something I wanted. I know it was unusual, and I know people may not understand. But I wanted one beautiful day that belonged to me.
The money is something I want to give you. Please don’t think you have to earn it by being sad about me. I want you to live a good life.
And please don’t let the hospital food become your only source of happiness.