“I should have protected you,” he told her during one visit.
Fiona was stacking blocks.
She looked at him seriously.
“No Grandma hit.”
His face crumpled.
“No, bug. Grandma never gets to hit you again.”
For the first time since the banquet, I believed him.
Not enough to return.
Not enough to forget.
But enough to imagine that maybe one day Luca could become a decent father from another house.
We sold our home.
I rented a small two-bedroom apartment near Fiona’s daycare.
Rachel helped me paint her room pale green.
We put glow-in-the-dark stars on the ceiling.
Fiona chose yellow curtains.
On our first night there, we ate pizza on the floor because the kitchen table had not arrived.
Fiona laughed when cheese stretched from her mouth to the slice.
I laughed too.
Really laughed.
For the first time in months.
That night she fell asleep in my bed.
Her cheek had completely healed.
No red.
No swelling.
No trace.
I watched her sleep and thought:
We made it.
Not gracefully.
Not without damage.
But we made it.
The next morning, Kelly called.
Her voice sounded wrong.
“Jessi.”
I was pouring coffee.
“What happened?”
“I found something.”
My stomach tightened.