I stared at the screen for a long time before answering.
“Hello,” I said.
Her voice was smaller than I expected. “Merry Christmas,” she whispered.
Maisie was sleeping against my shoulder. I stepped into the kitchen and lowered my voice. “Merry Christmas.”
A pause.
“I saw the pictures,” Mom said quietly.
“What pictures?” I asked, though I knew.
“The lodge,” she admitted. “I saw you looked… happy.”
I didn’t answer.
Mom’s breath trembled. “I was wrong,” she said. “About the birthday text. About… all of it.”
I closed my eyes. “Why did you say it?” I asked. “We need a break from your kid.”

Silence. Then my mom’s voice broke. “Because I was scared,” she whispered. “Because she made everything feel real. And I didn’t want real. I wanted… quiet.”
I stared at the counter. “Maisie is not noise,” I said. “She’s a person.”
“I know,” Mom whispered. “I know that now.”
“Do you?” I asked, not cruel, just honest. “Because you don’t get to apologize and then go back to acting like she’s an inconvenience.”
“I don’t want to,” Mom said quickly. “I want another chance.”
“It’s going to take time,” I replied. “And rules.”