Dad swallowed, then nodded again. “Okay.”
We ate takeout on paper plates because I didn’t have energy for anything else. Dad didn’t complain. He didn’t ask why the apartment was small or why my couch had a stain. He asked about Maisie’s sleep schedule. He asked what made her laugh. He asked if I’d been getting enough rest, and when I snorted, he looked genuinely pained.
“You’ve been doing this alone,” he said quietly.
“Yes,” I replied.
He sat in silence for a long minute, then said, “I’m sorry.”
Not “I’m sorry you feel that way.” Not “you’re too sensitive.”
Just: “I’m sorry.”
It didn’t fix anything. But it mattered.
When he left that night, he hugged me awkwardly like he didn’t know whether I’d accept it. Then he leaned down and kissed Maisie’s forehead so gently she didn’t even stir.
“Merry Christmas,” he whispered to her.
After he drove away, I stood at the window and watched the taillights disappear, not feeling triumph, not feeling bitterness—just a cautious kind of hope that didn’t make promises.
The next morning, my phone rang.
Mom.