I held her close.
For years, I had thought strength meant standing tall in a courtroom, delivering a perfect argument, or making sure the other side could never see me falter.
Now I understood that strength was also waking up the morning after a terrible loss and making breakfast for your child.
It was asking for help when you needed it.
It was preserving evidence instead of retaliating.
It was refusing to lie even when lying would have made your life easier.
And sometimes, strength was walking away from people you still loved because remaining close to them required you to abandon yourself.
I never got the family I thought I was marrying into.
I did not receive the apology I once wanted from Arthur, and Vivian’s regret did not restore the years I spent trying to earn her approval.
But I recovered something far more important.
I recovered my voice.