Emily hugged him.
He held her tightly.
And I understood something.
Richard hadn’t simply married me.
He had chosen both of us.
Still, there were secrets.
Sometimes I’d catch him looking at an old photograph.
Sometimes he’d ask strange questions about my childhood.
Sometimes he’d disappear into his study and close the door.
I once asked him what he was doing.
“Remembering.”
“Remembering what?”
He smiled.
“Things that matter.”
I never pushed.
I trusted him.
Until his health began to fail.
By the fifth year, Richard needed a wheelchair.
His hands shook.
His voice became quieter.
I helped him dress.
I brought him his coffee.
I sat beside him in the garden.
One afternoon, we watched Emily practicing chess.
Richard smiled.
“She’ll be very good.”
“She learned from you.”
“No.”
He shook his head.
“She learned from watching you survive.”
I looked at him.
“What does that mean?”
He smiled.
“Nothing.”
But I knew it wasn’t nothing.
That night, I asked him if he was afraid of dying.
He stared through the window.
“I’ve had a long life.”
“That’s not an answer.”
He smiled.
“I’m not afraid of dying.”
“What are you afraid of?”
He was silent for a long time.
Interesting