Her shoulders shook with relief.
“But I need you to understand something,” I continued. “I have another family, and I want to know them. That doesn’t mean I’m leaving you.”
Helen nodded.
“I would never ask you to give that up.”
I placed my head against her shoulder.
For the first time since arriving at the mansion, I allowed myself to cry without trying to understand what every tear meant.
I was grieving the years I had lost.
I was frightened of the questions still waiting to be answered.
And I was grateful to the woman who had raised me, even as I struggled with the truth she had kept from me.
After a while, Helen gently touched my hair.
“Promise me something, Emily.”
“What?”
“Don’t let the years you lost prevent you from enjoying the years you still have.”
I looked up.
“That’s what my grandmother said to me last night.”