Her voice trembled.
“Every birthday, I wondered what you were doing. I wondered whether you liked school, whether you had friends, whether you were happy. Sometimes I bought a little cake and lit a candle. It was a private ritual, something I did because I didn’t know how else to celebrate the day you were born.”
I couldn’t stop crying.
For years, I had celebrated my birthday with Margaret.
Now I was imagining another woman, somewhere else, lighting a candle for the same day.
Two mothers.
Two separate lives.
One daughter caught between them.
I looked at Sarah.
“Did you ever regret signing the adoption papers?”
She pressed the handkerchief to her lips.
“Not because I wanted to give you away. I regretted that my circumstances had left me feeling that I couldn’t give you the life you deserved. But I knew you were going to a woman who loved you.”