A refund I never claimed.
A bank notice from 2017.
A document from 2018.
And hundreds of ordinary statements.
Four hundred and eighty opportunities.
Each one approximately eleven seconds long.
I could have opened any of them.
I chose not to.
For ten years.
The money was almost beside the point by then.
That was the strangest thing.
Two hundred and eighty-eight thousand dollars is a lot of money.
But after eleven days of opening envelopes, I stopped thinking about the balance.
I thought about Marianne.
I thought about the house.
I thought about the pantry.
I thought about Emmett at twenty-six sitting beside his mother.
I thought about how many times he had asked me whether I was okay.
And I thought about how easily I had answered him.
I’m fine.
Two words.
A whole life can hide inside two words.
Eventually Emmett found me a new apartment.
Four streets from his house.
The radiator works.
The window faces south.
There is a small grocery store around the corner.
There is a pharmacy at the end of the street.
And there is a bakery that opens at six.
I don’t need the bakery.
I just like knowing it is there.
Emmett paid the deposit from the account.