Penelope and Marcus were in the waiting room.
I had asked them to be there.
That had surprised Penelope — I could hear it in her voice when I called — but I meant it.
Whatever had happened between us, this was still the moment she had waited years for.
I wasn’t going to take that from her.
When it was over, when the room had quieted and the work was done, the nurse brought the baby to me first.
I had expected that to be the hard part.
I had braced for it — the weight of the baby in my arms, the pull of something biological and irrational that I would have to push through.
But when I held her, what I felt wasn’t what I’d feared.
She was small and furious and perfect, and she looked up at me with the unfocused, ancient expression that all newborns have, and I thought: *I know who you are.