Because I had watched him cry in a hospital parking lot and sworn that I would never let his greatest wish disappear.
But I couldn’t explain any of that without breaking my promise.
So I said the only thing I could.
“Dad, please. One day, you’ll understand.”
His face changed.
“Don’t you dare stand in my house and tell me what I’ll understand.”
He pointed toward the front door.
“You have two choices. End this pregnancy, or leave.”
My mother grabbed his arm.
“Please. She’s our daughter.”
“And I’m her father. I will not have this family turned into a joke because she refuses to listen.”
I looked at my mother.
For one desperate second, I thought she might stand between us. I thought she might tell him that whatever I had done, I was still his daughter.
Instead, she lowered her eyes.
“Your father is upset, sweetheart,” she whispered. “Perhaps if you just go upstairs for tonight, we can talk in the morning.”