Dinner with Richard and Barbara eventually became a monthly ritual, and I finally went back to their house for the first time in over a year. Walking in felt strange. Some old photos remained on the walls, others had quietly disappeared. Clare’s wedding photo with Derek was gone entirely, replaced by a new one, Tyler playing guitar, given a place of honor by Barbara herself. The house felt lighter somehow. She cooked pot roast, my favorite from childhood. Richard asked about my music career and actually listened this time, asking follow up questions, mentioning he’d bought my EP online. We talked about Emma, whom they’d met once and genuinely liked. We talked about Tyler’s progress. Shared joy, easy and real. Nobody mentioned Derek at all. His name simply stayed out of the room entirely.
After dinner, Richard and I stood together on the porch. Son, he said, I’ve been thinking about that letter we sent. The one telling you not to come for the holidays. I remember it, I said. I was wrong, he said. Completely wrong. I want you at Thanksgiving this year. Will you come. Will Clare be there, I asked. Barbara answered from the doorway. Yes, she said. And Derek, I asked. Richard’s voice went firm. Absolutely not, he said. Never again. Then I’ll come, I told him. Barbara cried, happy tears this time. My parents had finally chosen me. Not perfectly. Not quickly. But clearly, and completely.
