And an account is a thing you have to be able to give.
You have to order it. You have to decide what to include. You have to work out, while you are doing it, what the person asking is going to do with each piece.
I have interviewed people for a living. I know exactly how much work it is to answer a kind question badly.
She had been giving accounts for fourteen months.
To him. To his family. To a doctor in the February about something that was written down as a fall.
And to me, eleven times, for four minutes each, in a voice I did not examine.
The last thing on earth that woman needed at half past six on a Tuesday was another person asking her to explain.
So I sat there. And after about forty minutes she started talking on her own, which is what happens, and which nobody tells you, because we are all so frightened of silence that we fill it before it can do its job.
PART 3
And then I came back out into that corridor at about half past seven, and they were already there.
Not arriving. Already there, and settled — coats off, one of them holding a coffee.