One evening, she found me sitting on the edge of my bed, staring at my hands.
“Emily?”
I looked up.
“Are you all right?”
“I’m fine, Mom.”
She sat beside me.
“You’ve said that every day for weeks. But you don’t look fine.”
I forced a smile.
“I’m just tired.”
“From what?”
I had no answer.
She gently brushed a strand of hair away from my face.
“Sweetheart, you’re twenty years old. I know you don’t have to tell me everything. But if somebody is putting pressure on you, I need you to know that you can talk to me.”
My throat tightened.
For one terrible moment, I wanted to tell her everything.
I wanted to explain the forest, the stream, the strange instructions, and the secret that had become too heavy for me to carry.
But I remembered Grandpa’s words.
If your mother finds out what we’re doing there, everything will be over.