I tried to find another explanation.
Then Carl bent down and whispered something in her ear, and she pressed closer, and my last excuse folded in half.
I walked straight toward them, still holding the deviled eggs.
“Carl,” I said. “What the hell is going on?”
The nearest conversations died.
Carl turned around.
For half a second, something flickered across his face.
Then he smiled.
“Well, honey,” he said. “What did you expect?”
I stared at him.
“What are you talking about?”
He shrugged.
“I’m not attracted to you anymore. I guess there’s no point hiding it now. Sheila and I are together.”
The dish was suddenly too heavy.
I set it down on a stranger’s table because my fingers had stopped working.
“How dare you,” I said. “I’m your wife.”
He barely reacted.
He gave another little shrug, the kind you give a waiter who has brought the wrong side dish.