She couldn’t carry the truth to her grave.
About how frightened he had become watching her unravel under three newborns and almost no sleep.
Then I reached one sentence that made me look up.
“Your father had already made arrangements in case I couldn’t manage the girls alone.”
“What arrangements?”
Emma’s eyes filled.
“Keep reading.”
I did.
“What arrangements?”
Dad had spoken privately with a couple we had known for years.
Older than him.
Married.
People I remembered from childhood Christmas parties.
They had wanted children for a long time.
Couldn’t have any.
And according to Mom, they loved the triplets.
They had wanted children for a long time.
After Dad died, Mom told them she’d decided to keep the girls herself. She never told them she was planning to leave.
My hands began shaking.
The next paragraph was worse.
“After your father died, I was drowning. With no job and no money, the fear of handling everything alone almost broke me. That’s when the couple reached out again, offering to take all three girls together, right then.”
She never told them she was planning to leave.
I stared at the page.
Grace whispered, “Dad…”
I barely heard her.
There had been someone.
Not a magical solution.
Not a guaranteed adoption.
But an actual home.
An immediate option.
Someone prepared to take all three babies while adults figured out what came next.
And Mom knew.
There had been someone.
I looked at my girls.
“She said no?”
Sophie nodded.
“Why?” I blurted out.
Nobody answered.