Page 3 — The Test
The morning I took the pregnancy test, I almost didn’t believe what I was seeing.
I had been feeling strange for several days.
Tired.
Nauseated.
Emotional.
But at my age, I assumed it was hormonal.
I had no reason to believe I could actually be pregnant.
Still, something made me take the test.
I placed it on the bathroom counter.
Then I walked away.
I told myself I would wait five minutes.
After two minutes, I couldn’t stand it.
I returned.
Two lines.
I stared at them.
I checked the instructions.
Then I checked the test again.
Two lines.
My hands began shaking.
I sat down on the bathroom floor.
For several seconds, I couldn’t breathe.
Then I started laughing.
Then crying.
Then laughing again.
Thomas heard me.
“Margaret?”
I couldn’t answer.
He knocked.
“Are you okay?”
I opened the door.
He looked at my face.
Then at the test in my hand.