She stared at the city.
“And somewhere along the way, I stopped asking myself whether I was happy.”
I thought about the woman I had known for a decade.
Karen had always been generous, composed, and capable. She could organize a family dinner for twenty people while answering work calls and helping Daniel solve a problem he had created himself.
I had mistaken her ability to carry everything for proof that nothing weighed her down.
“Maybe it’s time you asked yourself,” I said.
She looked at me.
“What I want?”
“Yeah.”
“And if I don’t know anymore?”
“Then you start finding out.”
She studied my face, as if she were trying to decide whether I actually believed what I was saying.
Then she leaned back against the seat.
“Take me somewhere with terrible coffee.”
I blinked.
“What?”
“I need something normal. Something completely unimportant. Somewhere nobody knows me as Michael Mercer’s wife.”
