“Why did he have this?”
The lawyer took a slow breath.
“That’s the question I think you need to answer.”
And suddenly, I remembered something Richard had said to me during our first week together.
Something I hadn’t understood at the time.
He had looked at me across his study and asked,
“Nora, where did you grow up?”
I had told him.
The name of the shelter.
The city.
The neighborhood.
Richard had gone completely still.
Then he had smiled.
“I see,” he said.
I had thought nothing of it.
I should have.
Because Richard had known me long before I ever knew him.
And the story of how we met really began decades earlier.
My entire childhood was a collection of temporary places.
I grew up in foster care.
There was never one bedroom that truly belonged to me.
Never one family photograph where I knew I would still be there the following year.
Sometimes I stayed with families who were kind.
Sometimes they weren’t.
Sometimes I was told I was staying for a few weeks.
Sometimes nobody bothered explaining why I had to leave.
I learned early not to become attached to things.
A favorite blanket could disappear.
Interesting