I looked at her.
“What’s the difference?”
“The difference is that you can hope someone learns from a mistake without taking responsibility for protecting them from the consequences.”
Her words settled over me.
Lucas had been uncomfortable because his behavior had finally been challenged. I hadn’t created that situation by asking him to stop. I hadn’t forced him to continue after Curtis warned him.
Those had been his choices.
And I didn’t need to punish myself for refusing to cover them up.
My mother picked up the cake knife.
“Would you like another slice?”
I glanced at my plate.
Normally, I would have said no. I’d already eaten enough, and there were other people who might want some.
I would have found a reason to put everyone else’s wants ahead of mine.
But there was enough cake.
And I wanted another slice.
“Actually, yes, please.”
My mother smiled as she served me.