Red and blue light flashed across the porch, the mailbox, the little American flag still hanging crooked by the door.
A neighbor stood at the edge of her driveway with one hand pressed over her mouth.
Lena was sitting on the bottom porch step, shaking so hard that an officer had wrapped a blanket around her shoulders even though the afternoon was warm.
Derek stood near the walkway with Noah in his arms.
My son looked impossibly small against his chest.
One of Noah’s shoes was missing.
His face was wet.
His left arm was tucked against him in a way that made my stomach turn.
But his eyes found me.
“Daddy,” he cried.
I do not remember crossing the yard.
I remember Derek lowering him carefully into my arms.
I remember Noah clinging to my shirt with one hand.
I remember trying not to squeeze him too hard because I did not know where he was hurt.
